Are you are a thinker or an emotional person or both?

Howow all of yaaa!!

It seems that my post on this blog is becoming regular this past weeks.

From what i intend to know about myself more and more. I'm a thinker. Not that like scientific or engineering kind of thinker, is more on humans reactions, emotions that inner human parts. So, as I'm go on with my usual life, my brains always consume on what i saw,heard and read. On things that happen in my surroundings. And most part of it, will make my brains work. It something that i rarely get to control. Good or bad the thing is, i will get it involve in my life. Well mostly on how i can change my bad to good by letting the things i consume as an example.

We all involve in emotions in every aspect in life. Deciding, ignoring etc. That all shows how sometimes, emotions is winning over our brains in making all of those acts. But what we don't usually realise, is that we can have a balance on both of it. I found out the key by always consume every good and bad by the feelings of your heart, but then filter it with your brain. It's actually easier said then done. It takes practise, mostly on a certain people who to emotional, like my self. I growing up with unsettle emotions. Emotional surroundings and a lot of things that i learn to kept inside than let it out. So when i reach my adulthood, at 23/24 (well after A LOT of things happen in my life). I began to think on everything. The past mostly, present and future. I magnified on what kind of decisions that i have made purely based on my emotions without filtering it to my brain. Most of it is end with regrets.

But the good part of it, i have realise it still at a good age. Well i don't think now is too late. So you need to practice to be more a thinker than an emotional person. Write at a piece of paper if you must as a start. In while you will know how to balance it up.

And most important thing is, be peace with God. Cause that will be the key to everything.

And God bless you all with all of his kind blessing.

Seif Islam Atan =)

Let your heart tells you but let your brain think.

Hi Guys!!

It's friday Apr 18 2014.

It's seems like i updated my blog once, twice in two years. Hahah. Almost forget about this actually.
My last post was 2011. Wow! How time flies.

For my latest update, i want to share with you guys something that came up at my mind. About opportunities. I want to focus on more to your overall life. Not just about your works, career etc. Its overall.

What is opportunities?
From what i google, its define as this :

"a set of circumstances that makes it possible to do something."


If you look into your life carefully, focusing on the past. How many opportunities that you have lost and gain.

Do you satisfied with it? Any regrets?

As humans, its normal we did some wrong decisions, but we can't simply let the errors ruin our future life.
The definitions stated it's possible but doesn't said its confirm will bring you good. Well possibilities is totally a different thing. Something possible, but it doesn't going to sure you, either it will be good or bad. So opportunities is something that we human needs to figure out how the outcome will be. Taking risk on what is being lay in front of you. If we can't taking risk, basically there is no point for us to keep on living. I'm saying that cause life is a risk. Even crossing a road to one place is a risk. As my brother told me once. Try and error. If you fail, well it's not the end for you. We are bound to failures. As that will be the core for you to learn and be someone better.

I always said to my self, the best teachers is life. But the best subject to learn is failures. Believe me, we all faced that same failures too many time, and sometimes thinking of giving up. We faced heart breaks too many times. Tell the same tale too many times. I can say couple of time i have broke my heart. And now it seems that my heart is no longer there. But i won't simply give up. Try and error. When we did too many error will make us extra careful in the future. It will force us to be more matured dealing with everything. From our work to relationships and over all life.

So when you received an opportunities, follow your heart and go what your heart tells you. But bare in your mind. Not every opportunities will brings you good outcome. If its bad, make sure it stuck in  your head always. As that is a subject for you to learn.

I guess that's all for me today.

May you all find happiness. And always appreciate everything around you. Big or small. Cause that small can be big someday, and that big can be small someday.

May God always bless you all.

Feel free to share you thoughts on comment below.

Seif Islam Atan. =)

Talking about L.O.V.E

Hi,

Its not much, just  a bit of what ever that i write about.

Being someone that you, yourself can respect yourself. I never think of this before. Most of my lives, I always think about others, what other will say, what other will feel so on. And doing something for me will also reflect others point of view. These kinds of issues reflect me to the public. How i manage myself?


That will be the persist question for me.

Being selfish. I've been selfish once in a relation, end up in a dead end. There should be a time of selfishness and a time of work together. People now days, often think to be selfish so that you can archive all your dreams and ambition. And being together would stop them chase everything that they desire. So which one is the right way to live? Well both are important in life, sometime you need to be selfish and sometime you need to be a team.

Giving and taking are the words that people always resembles as working together. But do we really understand which part that you need to give and which part you need to take. I don’t, even thou I always using that word in an argument. I know when the time to take, but when the right time for us to give. Complicated, as it’s an algebra problem.

To understand thousands problems in love and relationship take a lot effort and patient. And believe me you would never learned it all, and you would never be an expert in love. You can be an expert in human psychology, but not love. Love is something that wide and complex. For me, it’s more complex than a human body system. And you will never learned love from knowledge, books or whatever. It has to learn by experience it, feel it, touch it, taste it, whole it, secure it, hug it. To learn an upgrade you love sense, you need to devote your heart and soul to love. Only your heart knows what love is. Every love is different in every human being. And every human being is different with the love they portray.

If you are in love, don’t jump and let yourself being swallowed in your own feeling. Always remember that you need to know where are you standing and how you want to get back if you being drag by yourself to sink. Doing that to your self is killing yourself slowly.

Most of my words are to me, so by giving an advice to myself, I shared with you guys. Maybe you learn something, but maybe you not.

So have a nice life, God bless guys.

Seif Islam Atan =)

Another small baby steps in life

Hi Guys,


Nearly a year, i visited my own blog. It's been a long time. A lot happened this whole year. Things good, things bad. But most of it make me smile. Btw, working with a major airline company now, the Air Asia X. Got the job from the bottom. Well said its a big thing for my life. A major change, so to loose this kind of position such a wasted. Well i got to travel, to a lot kind of places. And step by step, trying to be the assets of the company.

When first i started here, it was with Air Asia, it was at KL sentral. Meet up new people, have a bit of crush, and so on. Funny isn't it. But then we all move out to LCCT, which is the Low Cost Terminal. Now that when things change for me. Opportunities and also death trap, was all together all in one. So the real challenge in life begins. Well, you will never learned until you really face it. That what i would said. God can give you so much happiness in a time and it can take away just small portion of it to make you remember Him again. That what i faced, just a small thing God take it back, and everything of my possession trembles.

What you posses are not your totally for the rest of your life. Well, it started with a lot of "dirtyness" from the start. So it end with an un remove stains. Well that are life. It teached you valuable lessons to make sure you are will be a good student. Not to be perfect, but at least to reach the word "excelent".
 
The one thing that i'm lucky with Air Asia X, is the chance to travel. Even i'm not going places as a tourist. But i manage to learn the culture, open up my sights on the advantage and disadvantage a certain countries.
 
Like when i land at Paris, i learn the love that build up among the people. So, the label that they put on French are good lover, i can say it would be true. I still recalls my feelings at that time, when the lovers are enjoying their love life. It was extremely beautiful. Sigh~ PARIS.
 
And then, i headed to Mumbai and Delhi straight a week. I can say that we are super lucky to be Malaysian. And i miss home. Like always. When i traveled around, only the 1st few days will be exciting, but after that, the felt cant wait to be home is the most toughtest you have to face.
 
Hurm, so far i can say life teach me well. From KL, suddenly have to adapt in a different part of the world. hahaha....damn its tough, where all of your friends are gone and you have to manage living alone. I miss "home" more dearly. =(...
 
Well this will be the latest lazy update from me....
 
Have a nice day guys, God bless.
 
Seif Islam Atan. =)

The Blind side

Hi guys,
have you watched a good movie recently?..i have, its call "the Blind Side". The main actress is Sandra Bullock as Leigh Anne and Quiton Aron as Michael Oher aka "Big Mike".The movie is based on a real life novel wrote by Michael Lewis.

It was magnificent. It's a story that will teach you about life as it is, love and friendship. I was so touched by the story line. Anyway, i know about this movie from the Academy Award 2010.The main actress which is Sandra Bullock won the Oscar for her role in the film.  So i try to search the dvd for this movie, luckily i found it from the "pengyu2" of pirate dvd, heheheh...

its a sunday evening, and i watched it alone...
the felt was splendid...
with a cloudy weather at that time, a coke and "pisang goreng"..a best "stay at home sunday" that i ever experienced.

What wonders me is that this kind of movie often get a big promotion here at Malaysia. I'm sure i never heard of it anywhere at the local theaters. The mind set should change a bit in our head. We should appreciate more on a movie that full of moral values other that fiction and fake entertainment. I'm not saying that a film like Iron Man, Twilight and etc are useless, but those kind of movies are not the real life and it would never even close to teach us a good moral values. Its more on fairy tales and fake happiness i would say. This kind of movies can poison our head to live in a dream and not the reality. From my point of view, when you watch a true life scene, it makes you picture the actors as you and starting to judging yourself on it.This is what makes humans more sensible on things, more passion on things and more understanding on each other.

This is just a thought from my point of view. Nothing serious about it. So for any movie lovers out there,choose carefully on your movies, it will effect you indirectly. And for anyone who love a kind of movie like this, i suggest go find yourself a "pengyou" and asked for the Blind side, a 5 star rating from me...

Enjoy your life guys, be good and safe where ever you are.

Warmest regards,
Seif Islam Atan

a small walk in a big city

as i take a small walk in this Big city
make the eyes catch things that are more to see
from the dataran merdeka to the street of petaling
mixture of human that call them self a being

i take a few snap on what happen to the place we call home
create a little feeling like i'm a stranger in a place unknown
but me,sae and kecik continue our walking
like a free man with no string attach in our living


we stop to buy some snack at the side walk
a man with a cowboy hat selling fruits that kind of rock
he cut them all a piece by piece and mix them all together
in a plastic bag with "asam" as the added flavor


while i'm asking for "bang, 2 buah 2 bandung",
than suddenly, there this one Chinese old dude with a hair that quite long
he walking with a stick and grab some coins from his pocket
asking for fruit a packet

my mind spoke again on exactly that time
are those the only thing he dine from the sun set shine?

or did he get to enjoy a nice meal before the moon set?
then i looked he walk away with his stick..maybe looking for a bed




its still crowded with people here and there
with own destinations or with nothing to share
i saw a man who sleeping at a side walk
create his own blanket with a piece of paper box

in my mind it wonders
"where are his family,what are his life"
"how can this man keep on survive"
as we continue our way to the art market

there are still noises i can hear
but not like what i've imagined and the reason i'm here
the silent of "buskers"and the street performance are gone
make this place dull and mourn

a small area did stops me
where there is still things to see
a group of sketchers singing and draw
talk about how good life before

where there are easy to live and no tension in mind
like a free soul stuck at only one time
a cigarette to burn with a picture to draw
"this is life" he said..time changes the humans on things they saw

we walk around the central market
i saw a poster of "master of watercolor arts"
this man has a great of skills and a big name
but he still show his arts on the street proud with no shame

there are this small "mamak" stall behind the CM
where there is still people with guitar and cameras with them
"ah..this is life"i've said in my mind
where our passion that binds

there is a person i did notice
his style are like the hippies at the 80's
with a long hair that kind of sloppy
but he still relax and keep on laughing

Looks like they don't have to worry about a thing
except what to eat or where the spot for sleeping
but that is then to think about
what now is now and what out is out

we decide to walk to the petaling street
there are still some flee market are keep up the beat
calling the foreigners "comin comin"
"our items are something often you seeing"

a bit felt like Bangkok the areas resembles
where a lot of white skins hang outs at the tables
with a beer and the Chinese foods
laughing hardly in a good mood

its happy to see people enjoying their stayed here at Kuala Lumpur
its makes we feel a bit proud and inviting people more
I think that is enough for today
so going back is our way

(the night of 13 JUNE 2010 : Kuala Lumpur)

The humans

I've heard

 

I've heard the rain cries when it falls to earth,

I've heard the sun sigh when its set down to sea,

I've heard the trees screaming when the earth shake,

I've heard the rivers yell when the fishes dead,

I've heard the animals roar when the guns fires,

I've heard the is no hope left and even desires,

 

I've heard humans laughter when the trees are falling,

I've heard humans joys when the cubs are crying,

I've heard humans applause when others suffers bullet wounds,

I've heard humans cheers when others take covers from rain of death,

I've heard humans satisfaction when the ocean are suffering,

I've heard human lust when the earth are dying.

 

I've heard what I've hear.

I saw what I see.

Its tears my heart piece by piece.      (Seif Islam Atan)

World now days, suffers from a lot of human stupidity,vileness, angers and hatred. We does not realize how much the world suffer because of our own self. Sometime i wish, i was born in the stone age, where thing are still pure and untouched. What put a question mark on me that, how can humans with the power of brain can't think and act like one?. It sad to hear, to see and to feel this tyranny. From the nature,animals and even between human them self. If you can recall back some of the movies that are featuring Aliens try to invading earth, a lot of the Aliens came up with a reason that, 'HUMANS ARE DESTROYING THE EARTH". In other way, their trying to wipe out the entire human race for benefiting the whole galaxy. It sound cruel and uncivilized if the NOBLES would say. But to think of it, are we civilized enough?, are the Israels with their big guns and "untouchables" attitude civilized enough?, are the illegal poachers that shoot on any animals, and sell them like their are things without soul civilized enough? are the BIG chainsaw guys with their BIG tractors, BIG fire,and free to cut any trees in this land civilized enough?and are the fisher killers who using some home made bombs on the ocean floor civilized enough? or are the people who takes drugs like they regular meals, having unsafe sex grouping, partying until forgetting their own religions,culture and NAMES, throw a new born like its a pieces of garbage civilized enough?. Define civilization.Define civilize. Does this kind of attitude in HUMANS appears on the definition?. Stop a minute in your everyday life and think, what are HUMANS purpose in this world. Some of the humans already make their parts. A bit by bit, they try to help this planet that we call earth. Out planet is suffering. Our civilization is suffering. We can't just sit and look on what going to happen. We must act. Even by starting something small, things will get big. Please............